I don't think you're heartless. But I think your fondness for her was different from this.
[ Her eyes dropped to his lap as she felt him move, the tug leading her to rest her knee against the chair. It took a moment before she moved closer, her knee coming to rest beside his leg as she lifted her other leg to settle on his opposite side. She came to rest on his lap, her hands resting on the arms of the chair rather than on him. ]
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[ Her eyes dropped to his lap as she felt him move, the tug leading her to rest her knee against the chair. It took a moment before she moved closer, her knee coming to rest beside his leg as she lifted her other leg to settle on his opposite side. She came to rest on his lap, her hands resting on the arms of the chair rather than on him. ]